It’s funny how the world is actually not one round ball but a patched ball. I feel the divide in all that I do, for starters, the way of life is quite different everywhere, even for those close to us. Watching satellite TV makes it worse. Take for instance the life style we are bombarded with, the one most people long to live. It’s unreal to most people, my self excluded for I have accepted that the world is not equal, as a matter of fact nothing is, not even the lousy gender equality we are striving to achieve. As a fact, I was shocked to here that Americans batter their wives like some Asians. Well, they are no angels and no one said they were in the first place. I am sick and feed up of the world and all that’s in it. Having said that I am glad I am in it at the same time. I think the being sick and feed up is part of the world it’s self. The only challenge is accepting what ever the world throws at us without complain. I am by far going to do this. But is my world, this world!

On a more positive note, I get the go ahead for the master’s dissertation submission and boy was I glad! At last I can finally feel I have something to be proud and happy of. Though I must contend that I have to stoop to the defense of my dissertation around January. Perhaps I ought to hand it in on Tuesday and wait and see. The whole aspect of waiting too long is getting to me and how I wish I do not have to wait another minute to hand it in. But first there is the little challenge of printing it out, then I will put it on PDF format and then wait and see….wait and pray!

I deserve a holiday. Indeed I do need a holiday quick!

I have been a way too long but for all those who come back, i would like to say